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About Me Member Deviously Deviant RavynRaverFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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God I hate life. Ignore this.

Mon Sep 7, 2009, 8:20 PM
  • Listening to: The buzz of my computer's fan
  • Reading: The text as it is typed across the screen
  • Watching: The perfect scene play through my head...
  • Playing: He is on my heartstrings.
  • Eating: My aching heart out.
  • Drinking: I wish I was.
I seriously need to vent.

I am sitting here on the edge of tears, trying not to take a razor to my wrist...but every time I try to let it out, the tears refuse to fall. I feel like every attempt I make to better myself is for naught, and all the more futile with every try. Why does it always end up as me in love with someone who's not ready to be with me?? As he said, he's "not ready for a committed relationship." So what if you were hurt after six years of the same girl?? All you ever do is compare me to her! I AM NOT HER. I hate the people like her. For one, I am MUCH prettier. And two, I won't cheat on you with one of your gaming buddies. I may not be the perfect girl, but goddamnit you ARE my perfect guy. Can't you see that???

Just kill me now the way your words kill me.

Fuck my life, because it's not worth it without you Nate.

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Hello fellow deviant beings. I am an artist of 10 years, now 18. I am a very interesting person, at least I think so, and as do all of the guys I've dated. I am currently single, but not entirely looking. I have found my one true love, we're just taking our relationship slow. If you have any questions on my art, feel free to email or IM me.

Luffz!
~Ravyn

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: C-Field, VA
  • Interests: ANYTHING ART
  • Favourite movie: The Shining
  • Favourite band or musician: Powerman 5000
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK
  • Favourite artist: `ENDLING!!!!!!!
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Butler Yeats
  • Favourite photographer: My ex, Alex Day
  • Favourite style of art: Manga
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Classic
  • Favourite game: The Game...you lost.
  • Favourite gaming platform: WII!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bucky and Satchel from Get Fuzzy
  • Personal Quote: I'm gonna make like an emo kid's hair and FLIP!!!!

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Comments


:iconkaijiuchiha:
guess who... here's a hint, i was teenage Jesus yesterday
:iconravynraver:
God I'm so zonked. Summer officially ends in seven hours, and senior year (oh the joy ~sarcasm~) begins. A new year of putting up with shit from all the underclassmen. Being called a slut (even though all I ever wear is jeans, tee shirts and maybe an occasional skirt), being made fun of for the stupidest things...and the joy that comes with having a guy that you love who doesn't want to date you.

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Swing swing swing from the tangles of my heart is crushed by a former love. Can you help me find a way to carry on again?
:iconravynraver:
So excited!!! I get to turn 18 in 4 days!!! WOOOOOO!!! I am so hyper because I get to stay at my friends' houses for the next 4 days! Anywho...comment me bishes!! And I do take requests!!!

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Swing swing swing from the tangles of my heart is crushed by a former love. Can you help me find a way to carry on again?
:iconravynraver:
I am so zoned. It's been a while since I've done serious drawing...and I'm not exactly able to do it for a while either. I'm trying to get my ex to visit me, too, and his parents hate me, as mine hate him...It saddens me. But yea.
:iconravynraver:
I am completely tired, as I have been asleep since two this morning. Plus a couple hours last night. GAH...I am completely missing my BF, but am excited. TOMORROW HE MIGHT VISIT. But the damn tropical storm might ruin that.
:iconeidolon-nexus:
thanks for the fave ^0^
:iconzetenyah:
thankyou for the fav. ^.^

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